Monday, December 24, 2018

IN THE BLEAK MIDWINTER

IN THE BLEAK MIDWINTER . . . 
WHEN ALL WAS DARK AND GRAY . . . 
A LIGHT SHONE IN THE DARKNESS BUT SEEMED SO FAR AWAY.

IN THE BLEAK MIDWINTER  
WHEN HOPE WAS ALL BUT LOST 
THE FLICKER OF A BRIGHT SPOT SHONE LIKE A HEAVENLY HOST.

A LIGHT CAME DOWN FROM HEAVEN, BIRTHED BY GOD’S OWN WORD . . .
AND ENTERED A FAITH-FILLED MAIDEN WHO SAID ‘YES’ WHEN GABRIEL’S WORDS WERE HEARD . . .

“HAIL, FULL OF GRACE, THE LORD IS WITH THEE,”
THE ARCHANGEL SAID TO HER.
THE WORD OF GOD HAS PLANTED IN HER A LIFE WHO SOON WILL BE . . .
THE LIGHT THAT PIERCES THE DARKNESS . . .
THE LOVE THAT NEVER LEAVES . . .
THE ETERNAL PRESENCE IN HUMAN FORM . . .
FOR ALL TO RECEIVE.

IN THE BLEAK MIDWINTER  
A BIT OF LIGHT BROKE THROUGH 
TO FILL MY HEART TO FULLNESS 
BECAUSE MY SOUL KNEW 
A BABE LYING IN A MANGER WOULD GROW AND LEAD THE WORLD
BACK TO THE ARMS OF OUR CREATOR, THE ONE GOD OF THE JEWS

THAT BLEAKNESS OF MIDWINTER 
CAN ONLY LAST SO LONG.
BECAUSE GOD BROKE THROUGH THE DARKNESS 
AND HELPED US SEE NEW LIGHT. . .
THE LIGHT OF CHRIST JESUS . . .
THE LIGHT THAT IS GOD’S SON.

NOW WHEN WE SENSE THE BLEAK OF MIDWINTER . . . 
NO MATTER WHAT TIME OF YEAR.
CALL UPON THE LORD, THY GOD, TO TAKE AWAY ALL FEAR.

THE LIGHT OF CHRIST ILLUMINATES BLEAKNESS
 AND PIERCES HEART AND SOUL . . .
WHEN WE INVITE HIM IN TO STAY AND LET HIS SPIRIT GLOW.

"REJOICE!"  AGAIN, I SAY, "REJOICE!” 
THE LORD IS WAITING HERE
TO NESTLE DEEP WITHIN,
TO FILL OUR SOUL TO OVERFLOWING 

AND TAKE AWAY OUR SIN AND FEAR.

JUST ASK.
RIGHT NOW.
JUST ASK GOD TO BE . . .
BURIED DEEP WITHIN THE SOUL. 
JUST ASK JESUS, THE CHIRST, TO FILL THAT EMPTY HOLE
AND MAKE ALL BROKENNESS WHOLE.

MAY THE CONSTANT LIGHT OF GOD’S OWN SON
FOREVER LOVING, HE,
MAKE HOLY A WRETCHED SOUL 
WHILE LIVING WITHIN THEE.

WE CELEBRATE MIDWINTER
NOT SO BLEAK OR DARK
WE CELEBRATE THE CHRIST-MASS
WHILE THE ANGLES HERALD "HARK, HARK!"

JESUS IS OUR SAVIOR, 
HE IS OUR LORD OF ALL.
TO BE OUR NEW SACRIFICE
THE ANSWER TO THE 'FALL.'

PRAISE GOD: FATHER, SON AND HOLY SPIRIT
THE ONE GOD OF US ALL . . . 
WHO CLAIMS JESUS AS OUR LORD FOREVER
AND PROCLAIM HIS LOVE AS HE CALLS.
Written by Gail Tomei+

"What shall I bring to the Lord, the God of heaven, when I come to worship Him?"    Micah 6:6
                      CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS!



Friday, November 30, 2018

NOVEMBER - ALL DONE

When I was very young, I remember sitting at the dining room table with the family, enjoying the lingering
conversation, contributed by all of us.  
I belonged to the CPC and was proud of it.  In fact, all of us in the family belonged to the CPC - Clean Plate Club.  Mom always served healthy, colorful plates of food that were easy to consume.  Second portions were available but most of the time I was satisfied with the portion I received.  
My motivation to complete the task of consuming the monthly portion of liver was the promise of dessert. 
“All done,” I’d say.  “Well done,” my father would respond.  
“You belong to the CPC.”   My siblings and I grew to be tall, slim and physically fit, perhaps because we knew when to say, “all done.”

The habit of completing a task and saying, “all done,” became the norm for my life.  I might surmise that this sense of accomplishment I learned as a tyke carried over into the rest of my life.  
Yet, are we ever really “all done?”  Most of us measure our life journey via calendar dates, educational levels and job promotions.  
Although a day ends, we wake to find a week completed and, in a blink, the end of the month.  One month moves into the next and then a year is completed.  Years turn in to decades and, before I know it, I am looking back at what I’ve accomplished instead of forward to what I have yet to envision for my life.

That’s where I seem to be, this very last day of the month . . .  “all done.” I’m not ‘done in’  by any means but I sense that I am all done with the major parts of my bucket list.  
Unlike most people, I began my ‘bucket list’ in my early twenties.  Life’s twists and turns only enhanced this list which, when each item was completed, I could proudly say,“all done.”

I was given some ‘well done’ money by a scholastic society my last year of college because I had done well in my studies.  It was just enough to purchase ski boots.  My
next plan was to learn to ski.  I’d never even been on a ski slope . . .  ever! 
In fact, I used those ski boots at the same time I fulfilled another wish on my list that took me all over the world and became a fifteen year career.  During that time I managed to ski, and live, in two different ski towns while also enjoying the ski slopes in other parts of the world.  
Life was good.  I could have been quite satisfied with my list and said, “all done.”
Yet, I was just beginning my life goals.  I moved to a new state in the U.S. and then to a new state in my life.  Through my years working in the airlines I’d been introduced to FCAP.  Fellowship of Christian Airline Personnel, known all over the world in the airline business, involves flight attendants,  pilots, grounds personnel, caterers and any who wish to gather in small groups to learn, share, expand their faith and encourage one
another in their Christian walk. 

  It took the patience of many FCAP members to convince me, love me, direct me, be present with and simply guide me to new understanding as I sought answers to questions I’d carried in my soul for decades. 
Ever-so-slowly I gained affirmation of the full presence of God, through His Son, Jesus Christ and accepted His presence into my life . . . my very soul.  
I thought my decision to join these numbers would mean I’m “all done.”  Yet, this was only the beginning of decades of learning, sharing and expanding my own faith in God.
  The rest of my story is long because God took me through my own, personal, wonder-filled labyrinth of faith.  I’ve since had several careers, married my prince  charming and am now retired. 
But am I all done?  Not at all.
As this month of November ends, we move into a most glorious month of December where we begin at the beginning, again, with the celebration of the birth of Christ Jesus. 
Just as a new liturgical year begins, white as snow, with joyous anticipation, I look ahead to once again experiencing all the phases of Christ’s life. 
I know that God's work is never done just as mine is never done. 
  I’m entering the ‘winter’ season of my own life but look forward to sharing new beginnings with souls not yet alive with the same gift of God’s eternal love.  His is the same love carried me through many challenges where I sometimes felt  “done in.”   
As I turn the life-pages of each new day, month, year and beyond, only God knows when my bucket list will really end.  Oh to hear the same words the Father gave to his Son, Jesus Christ . . . "Well done my good and faithful servant."  
I will be quite satisfied to hear, "All Done."




Monday, October 15, 2018

OCTOBER DASH

THE DASH
Another sibling in our family died . . .  at the end of September.
We’re all getting older but she was the youngest . . .  too young.
It’s like she slept into the arms of Jesus.

We all have a ‘beginning’ date and an ‘ending’ date.
That’s a given.
We who are conceived will die eventually.
That 'dash' between the two dates seems so insignificant.
Yet, there is so much more to each life than a short, little dash, isn’t there.

That little ‘dash’ between the beginning and ending dates seems like a microdot of a person’s life, especially if that personality is as loved and well received as my sibling.

My sibling did not live an unusual life per se, but she smiled and spread joy to all in her daily path.

She seemed content in whatever circumstances she was in.
Since she was young, she loved perching comfortably in the large backyard tree and reading a good book most of the day.
She was also the delight of any gathering.
She socialized with the best of us.
She fell in love and married a wonderful man who was several years older than she was.

Their love was enhanced by the birth of two sturdy boys.
Over the decades the family remained a strong unit because she was a very involved mom.
She made each day an adventure.
The boys grew up, married and are now raising families.

Over the past several years she was in constant care of her husband as he dealt with various ailments that come with ill health and age.
We worried about her when he died but knew that her strong bond with grand children would keep her going.

She met with her local (female) pastor weekly just because it was good for her to share challenges of her ‘single’ life after being married for decades.
She was a county clerk so was dedicated to keeping the records for her small, rural community, especially during elections.
She reached out to neighbors to make sure everyone in this small lake town was OK during the 'winter' season when few remained 'at the Lake' as she did.

Her idea of a fun vacation was going further north than she already lived and staying in a sparse cabin in the middle of nowhere.
She was use to taking care of herself.
Her such self-sufficiency may have inclined friends and family to think life floats along seamlessly for her.

Now we wonder . . . 
Perhaps she forgot to get her annual check-up.
For years our phone calls, emails, text messages went unanswered for great lengths of time so we thought all was well.
Hand written notes seemed to float into her home without response.
Yet, when any of us did connect with her we’d chat at great length while her enthusiasm bubble over in conversation.

Isn’t that the way it is with many of us?
We forget to respond.
We forget to reach out.
Until . . . at that perfect moment we do connect.

So often we get so busy living our own “dash” that we forget to reach out just one more time, take just a few more moments or an extra day to extend our dash into another’s life.
We forget.

Suddenly, our dear one is given an ‘end date’.
There is nothing left to do but to remember all the split second moments each of us might have communicated or spent time with her.
Each of us has a story that will be told for a few minutes after our end-date.
What a JOY it would be to extend the "dash" in each other’s lives so that there are fewer ‘what if’ moments and more ‘what a ride’ moments.
The DASH.

There is so much more of life and living and giving and sharing and being in any of our lives than we can ever begin to see in that little DASH.

Saturday, September 29, 2018

SEPTEMBER SIGHTS

September usually signals the end of summer. 
Our ‘lingering’ pace speeds up a bit.
We exchange our light, white garments for deeper autumn shades, thicker shoes and, toward the end of the month, more layers.

This September is a bit different this year.
The moisture gauge has dipped little from the soggy days of summer.
Cooler temps at night still hold heavy clouds that drench the days with relentless moisture.
Some predict that this summer will be the wettest on record.
We’ll see.  
The rains have yet to cease and it’s almost the end of the month!

After too many days of rain, a sunny day is forecast.
So, we plan a picnic and a trip to the local art fair.
Tony’s cousins come from out of town.
A day of FUN is planned and then they will return home.
Within hours, torrents of wet relentlessly splash down on
us.
We huddle in the large tent until the worst is over. Fortunately, we’d seen every offering of art in the park. 

As the rain lets up just a little, we slog through the endless slush of muddy terrain trying to find our car.
If we’d walked from our car instead of embracing an invitation to ride in the golf cart that transported people to the distant entrance, we may have paid a bit more attention to where we parked.
Now, four of us, wandering in the wilderness, umbrellas in hand, moved in varied directions until a dear volunteer drove by to take one of us to the second car-park much further away.
Hubby’s cousin had already gone that direction and found the car but, of course, he did not have his cell phone with him. [note to all over 70.  Always carry a phone with you as a safety concern.]

Brave soul that I was, I thought my little “rain” jacket was waterproof!
I was soaked, head to toe.
It never occurred to me that I could put on the emergency poncho I’d tucked into each day-pack. 
Actually, I did not know I was soaked through until I got in the car and hubby greeted me with two beach towels.  The others were dry because I’d given each an umbrella, with none left for me.

Amazingly, we all had a laugh as as we changed into dry socks and wrung out our shoes.
  1. Always carry a telephone
  2. If carrying extra munitions against rain, ie.tacky poncho with writing all over it, use them.
  3. LAUGH through the adventure if the circumstances are not too dire.
  4. Make a memory . . . as we did.

We’ve made many memories this summer but September drew us into travel mode.
Hubby and I ventured into the big city to the Museum of Art and lingered for five hours, marveling at beauty in every format.  
We sauntered into the middle east, the orient, ancient Israel and foreign countries all over the world as we embraced a Buddhist temple, a Japanese Tea House, a Shinto Shrine, an Italian Atrium leading to monastic art and beautiful statues of Mary, and Jesus on the Cross.

Famous artists’ originals drew us into another world.
Then it was time to leave.
We’ll come again, we said.   
And so we will.

Having managed the most circuitous roads in and out of the city with mind-boggling traffic, hubby felt he’d conquered a nation . . .  and so did I but I was not driving.

We decided our next adventure would be much easier, Washington D.C.
Some gasp at the thought of navigating this busy city but for us, it’s home.
We lived within the ‘city’ parameters for many years and know how to get in and out with ease.

METRO is the easiest way but finding parking and actually walking to the metro were challenging.
Construction work caused us to make many detours but very helpful passersby guided us around this maze of twists and turns.  
The actual metro ride was a breeze.
We exited at the perfect Metro stop, around the corner
from the Bible Museum.
How convenient is that!? 
 Three story high pages of script in bronze greeted us as we entered.
High tech cubbies, each big enough for our day packs, screened our contents as smiling faces invited  us into an amazing six stories of STORIES!  

The impeccable open stair case invited us to climb to the highest floor, where the Manna restaurant, in middle eastern setting, embraced all who ate there with healthy, delicious, mediterranean food.

 A walk through a Jewish village and dozens of other exhibits, including a short-term exhibit detailing the life of the nation’s greatest evangelist, Billy Graham was vibrant and stimulating.
A young, high-energy millennial, in an on-screen tour of our Judeo/Christian routes via various speedy cars, helped us tour Israel to Italy as we embraced both old
and new worlds of Christianity.  

One whole floor was filled with scrolls of ancient Hebrew and Christian texts such as an original King James Bible as small videos explained the history of the printed word. 
Moses actually invented the Hebrew script when he wrote on papyrus the words of Torah.  

A retired Rabbi penned one letter at a time as he copied words for a new Torah.  
A tiny camera enabled us to watch without disturbing him.   
He stoped at certain times to write our names in Hebrew on lovely cards we could take home.  
Perfect timing for us. 
The Rabbi said that every new synagogue needs a new Torah.  
This one would take many years to finish because, in his words, “I take many breaks.”  
We spent Two days studying the origins of ancient scripts, from Old Covenant to New Covenant, and so much more.  
We were totally satisfied with our lingering through the Bible Museum  but hubby was on a roll.  

Of course we visited our old neighborhood and ate at the our favorite little neighborhood Italian restaurant.
What a delight for us to walk into a newly updated piece of Italy with the same delicious food.  
The family history, still on the walls, expanded into a tiny addition.  
Nice.

On one of our many days going into the city we took a wrong turn.  
We ended up going across one of the many bridges right into the Mall, the ‘green space’ that gives the endless density of buildings a place to breathe.   
People could linger, enjoy food trucks, play frisbee, jump on the old marry-go-round, run or walk on the surrounding crushed-rock path, or simply sit on one of many benches and watch people saunter to their next destination.

The Smithsonian museums lined the open green field making  it easy to cross from one row of buildings to another.  
We just ‘happened’ to find a two hour parking place in front of the History Museum, where we wanted to spend just a couple hours.  
Amazing!  
We were very familiar with the contents but we knew there was some revamping since our last visit many years ago, especially with the National Flag from the Civil War.  

We strolled from one exhibit to another and, after two hours, were totally satisfied. 
Almost the minute we returned to our car, in front of the building, the rain began to sputter from the sky.   

The bit of sprinkle  here and there was all we experienced in D.C. while Hurricane Florence was devastating the Carolinas.   
We felt totally blessed.

We moved on to Alexandria, our old haunt.  
Much of it is the same.  
The flooded lower streets next to the pier were cordoned off due to the endless summer rains.  
Yet, shops and restaurants brimmed with tourists.  
The narrow row-homes are still elegant and expensive but lovely to look at.  
We were invited into a church that we’d missed seeing all the years we lived in the area.  
It’s hidden in the neighborhood of tightly fitted abodes and cobbled streets.  
Centuries old beauty in this place of worship  has fortified the souls of very active parishioners.  

We dream of spending a month in this beautiful part of town before we grow too old and gray.  
Who would let us rent for a month?  
We have so much yet to do and see.  
Hubby is excited.  
He is researching ways we can ‘live’ in our favorite area for a few weeks.   
We do have options.  
One is returning to the place we stayed while on this trip.
The seminary guest house is inexpensive, clean, convenient, quiet and safe.  
We’ll see if they can accommodate us, perhaps between summer terms?  
It’s a wonder-filled thought.

There is so much more to this month but I’ve lingered too long with fine memories.
We know we are so very blessed with the ability to make more memories and return to old ones.
God is good.
Life is good.
WE ARE GOOD . . .  as we look forward to lingering through this Fall season.